Tuesday, October 27

ga ngerti

I don't understand.
ga ngerti gue.. cinta lagi cinta lagi. harus nanggung paitnya lagi paitnya lagi. setelah gue liat sifatnya gue inget seseorang. ketakutan itu langsung dateng. langsung ngerangkul gue dan ngomong gini "hayolooooo, ujung2nya sakit nih pasti". beuh, capek aku bos.
pengen deh rasanya bilang ke dia, "apa sih lo, gue gak ngerti, tolong dong kasih penjelasan, gue ada di posisi yang salah, ya lo? lo sih di posisi yang enak-enak aja".
capek ya, perasaan terus yang dimainin. gue kan butuh kepastian, jangan buat gue bingung teruslah.. kayak lo gatau aja, gue emang sayang kali sama looooo. (aw aw aw)
sadar lah nd-t.

mental harus kuat nih. gimanapun nantinya gue harus siap. mau happy ending or not, gue siap. walaupun sedih kalo dipikir-pikir. kenapa harus begini. cuma liat harapan yang ada trus dipandangin sampe gila. padahal kan ini salah. gue tau ini salah, tolol aja gue terlalu berharap. gue ga bisa ngerem perasaan. walaupun gue rem ujung-ujungnya juga bakal sakit. nyontek lirik maliq yaaa, "aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti, lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini, coba coba katakan kepadaku sekali lagi bila kita memang benar akan kesana, buktikan dan buat aku percaya bahwa kita bisa, mewujudkan bahagia, aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan, terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa, aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti, lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..". haduuuh ga ngerti deh ujungnya gimana, takut bgt gueeee. gue juga gatau masalahnya yg bener gimana. gue gatau beneran deh huhu. apa gue menjauh aja ya, tapi cemen bgt iiih. ewwww gue kan juga ga bisa jauh-jauh. terlalu indah utuk dikenang.. (hihi)
ya semoga Allah ngasih yang terbaik buat gue.. makasih ya Allah udah ngasih banyak pelajaran. semoga semua ini indah pada waktunya :')

Sunday, October 25

let's make tonight special

[Shane:]
I'll give the world to make you mine
'Cause I can't go on without you this time, this time

[Mark:]
What are you doing tonight, baby?
[All:]
Let's make tonight special
[Mark:]
All I'm asking for is a little love

[Shane:]
I look in your eyes
(and) baby, I see
You are the only one I ever need
Right from the start you were there
In my heart and my soul

[Mark:]
'Cause, baby, tonight
We'll make it right
We'll light some candle light
Make it all night
Oh, how I prayed for someone like you
To make me feel like you do

[All (Shane lead):]
I'll give the world to make you mine
'Cause I can't go on without
You this time, this time

[All (Mark lead):]
So let's make tonight special
Something beautiful that
We'll always treasure
Let's make tonight so right
We will make it a night to remember
All of our lives

[Mark:]
Baby all of our lives

[Bryan:]
Baby, tonight
I'll hold you tight
We will be close by the fireside
Baby, I know
That our love will grow
So strong, baby strong

[Mark:]
The stars shine so bright
The moon and the sky
Just being here
With you means more than life
(and) since I met you
My heart has been true to you (to you)

[All (Shane lead):]
So let's make tonight special
Something beautiful that
We'll always treasure
Let's make tonight so right
We will make it a night to remember
All of our lives

[Shane:]
Now that I've found you I'll never let go
You are my everything I need you so

[Mark:]
Loving you baby is all that I know
I'll never break you heart

[All:]
Please let me show

[Mark:]
Please let me show that I...

[All (Shane lead):]
So let's make tonight special (Mark: love you baby)
Something beautiful that
We'll always treasure
So let's make tonight so right
We will make it a night to remember
(Mark: make it a night to remember)
All of our lives

(We will make it a night to remember)
So let's make tonight special
Something beautiful that
We'll always treasure
(Something beautiful that we'll always treasure)
Let's make tonight so right (so right)
We will make it a night to remember
All of our lives

[Mark:]
Cos all of our lives

[All:]
So let's make tonight special
Something beautiful that we'll always treasure
(Something beautiful that we'll always treasure)

by: westlife

really LOVE this song!

Saturday, October 24

refresh







refresh- now I have so much fun in Semarang.
couldn't stop laughing in every minute with them.
plano 09' :)

(foto waktu di tugu muda ;)



Monday, October 19

UTS

sorry for a late post, I'm busy and I'm stressed out
wish me luck for my exams guys!!!
I hope it may be a good start :)

be good be better and keep spirit!!